Thursday, January 16, 2020
Daddy I miss you very much everyday. I know I got to say I was sorry for putting you and mommy through all the shit and stress I did. I wish I would of not been such a hard ass like you. I talk to mom everyday. Brian missed you as much as mommy does.
I wish we hadn't miss out of making memories during that 10yrs - we were both suborn. I am doing the right thing now daddy, I just I would of not be so jealous of my brothers. I talked to Aunt Anne, she told me there was times that you and her would talk and you would cry and ask her what did you do wrong? Daddy, you did nothing wrong. It was me!! I wish I wouldn't I would be good and turn my life around I have daddy. I love you so much!!
I know mommy told you about Phillip. Daddy he takes care of your baby girl - that's what Aunt Anne said I always be your "Baby Girl". I wish you were here, so we could make up for the 10 years we missed out on. I talk to mommy everyday, she misses you terrible daddy, but we stay strong for her. Molly misses you too. I bet your have a good time with Tito, Scooter, Pee-wee and I know you are playing with Bruno. Please take care of him daddy, cause I miss him as much as I miss you.
Well I will write again daddy - and I am going to start writing in my journal. The girls are okay, but they have you blood and same attitudes as you. Shannon and the girls miss you so much, but not as much as Brian. He doesn't know what to do without you daddy. He mad at me right now, I try to be you to keep him in line.
Until another time daddy ~ I miss and LOVE you so much daddy!!
Your Baby Girl "Betty Jo"
xoxox
PS I made mommy a real nice book, so she can look at it.
